Monday, November 21, 2011

Strangers, friends, lovers, back to strangers

It's crazy when I think about you now you are just a distant stranger.

Angry heart/ lacking self love

I was really trying to figure out why I have been so angry. I hate when I get pissed because I feel like I just have no control of my emotions. Then I woke up this morning and saw all these inspirational tweets especially by the daily love. They had a post about self love. It really hit home in a way where I feel like that's where a lot of my pent up anger is coming from. Not to say that daily things aren't either but I feel like personal issues are definitely fueling my anger most definitely. So after reading the article this morning I definitely going to put some of their suggestions into action. I've been working on myself for a while but I feel like that was just the beginning. I will post the link it may help others who are dealing with similar issues with self love. I also feel like I am going through some type of transition not completely sure of what but definitely keep y'all posted.–-turn-up-self-love/

Love & peace

Monday, November 14, 2011


You can't post everything online y'all it will come and bite you in the ass. Think about it.

Love and peace

Happiness or Something Like That

This is a weird feeling...I am happy or just content just can't put my finger on it exactly. I have a crush on someone that I work with I guess. I keep trying to tell myself "hey you don't like him" because hopefully if I tell myself I will believe it. He in unattainable at the moment so that is why I have to not like him. This is weird because I haven't had a crush since long ago before I was in a relationship with my first boyfriend which has been over technically two years but officially over and done with nine months ago. I feel like I am ready for the new. I'm not in a super rush but I feel like enough time has passed and I am ready to get back out there. I'm just not sure just how to exactly get back out there lol. I'm so odd. I need to socialize more which is hard because I'm just naturally reclusive but I want to change that little by little so I can really get out and meet Mr. Right. I just want someone who can make me laugh, understand me, be my best-friend and be the icing on the cake in my life. I'm on the hunt now lol.

Love and Peace

My sister she is bad ass!!!!

Her Mohawk is crazy lol

Sunday, November 13, 2011

11/12 weekend

Shopping and fun with my friend Ashmita
frozen yogurt yum!!!!
tired after a long day
Ashmita with her smoothie lol
It's Sunday time to relax.
got my nails fixed round is much better on me.
mean muggin
my hair is too big for the hat lol

Last Weekend

Me and my sister before we went out....

I love her :)

Monday, November 7, 2011

Clubbing and getting sick

So this weekend my sister came home to visit. We were trying to figure out what to do. I decided to take her to a club since the last time she went she didn't have fun. We met up with my cousin dani and hit up level 2. Level 2 is a 18+ club which I'm not big on but I had a lot fun. My issue was it was mad hot and people were smoking. I didn't drink because I was designated driver but some how I still ended up getting sick. I still thought it was the heat and smoke til I got home and was sick all night and all Sunday. Food poisoning smh still feeling worn out but much better. My sister had a lot of fun. She was getting it in all night smh. Minus getting sick can't wait to do it all over again.

Friday, November 4, 2011

tired of being broke this has to stop...


This video really got me thinking. I love all her videos. I really do shut out a lot of potentially great guys because they don't fit the mold or whatever I have made up in my head. I'm definitely going to work on that.